Running Viral Day 3: Perec, Thoreau, and Rimbaud

This is my evolving map of Wildridings and I was struck yesterday, during Day 3 of my "tentative d’epuisement d’un lieu bracknellien" that the effect of the CoronaVirus on my running is a slowing of pace (because I have nothing to train for) and that slowing is also affecting my gaze.

I am able, also because my trajectory is twisty-turny due to the 'exhaustive'/comprehensive nature of the undertaking, to take in more visual data as I run past. I feel like I'm becoming a new Thoreau of the neighbourhood, able to document minutiae of the life around me in ever increasing detail.

Part of what is happening too is I'm becoming slightly deranged, as should be quite apparent from the various outlines I'm producing through my runs. If my spatial trajectory exhibits no rhyme nor reason, my sight is going in the opposite direction, becoming refined and filtered.

I'm noticing things nearby I had never noticed before, mostly buildings. Around Easthampstead Church is a residuum of various old buildings that have somehow survived the ravages of time, which feels like an ironic turn of phrase given that three days confinement is enough to turn me into a very oddly motivated individual indeed: channelling Perec, Thoreau, and Rimbaud all in the space of one run.

There are some beautiful old houses in this neighbourhood, "Wildridings", so named (again ironically I feel) for where they used to take the Queen after she couldn't ride anymore.  I imagine, in ye olde dayes, some attendant pushing Her Royal Majesty around in a wheelbarrow for kicks. 

And as I bimble around the boundary, as I have been tending to do before heading inwards to map, I am mentally cataloguing walkways upon which I've not yet tread.  The church itself is enticing, because I know that soon I'll map its cemetary and famous headstones. 

A note on method: The map follows roads and footpaths within the urban boundary, but I'm interspersing the urban with some forest runs for contrast.  Additionally, playing fields and open spaces are being filled in, spontaneously, with zigzag or cross-hatch patterns. 

It feels, today, even quieter out there. Today's run (each day I'm writing about the previous day's run) should see me into the forest again, hopefully, but I think it will be a short one.  A lot of people are heading to the forest as a natural place to self-isolate, alone or with family members.

And a whole lot of dogs. If there were a time to plan the dog-revolution, this would be it.

Running Viral Day 2, "Owlsmoor"

Running Viral Day 2

Yesterday I wrote on twitter, "Today, as an ultra-experiment in movement-through-landscape, I ran with my Salomon trail shoes in my Kalenji trail bag, and with Leki carbon-fibre poles. I switched shoes when entering the forest, and folded up the poles when leaving it." Here is the track I made during that experiment.



I've also been contemplating, quite seriously, Finn's new definition of ultra-running, posited on a recent podcast, an interview with Beth Pascall. In it, Finn says that to call the sport 'ultra-running' doesn't do justice to an essential aspect, that of movement. He then say we should really call ultra-running "ultra-moving-through-landscape" to take into account the other (often non- or para-running) aspects of what it means to successfully 
complete an 'ultra' race.


I was joking yesterday that given the above statement (again quoting from twitter), ""ultra-movement-through-landscape" comes from @adharanand latest podcast. To be fair, he should probably change the title of his book to "The Rise of the Ultra-Movers-Through-Landscape," a statement that got a 'like' from Finn himself!

In all seriousness, though, yesterday was Day 2 according to my own procedures (I'm writing this in Day 3 of my Running Viral experiment), and I added another layer to my Tentative d’epuisement d’un lieu bracknellien that forms the core methodology of Running Viral.

In short, I went running for three hours yesterday in Bracknell Forest, re-tracing an old club run from a couple of months ago, in which I had run with a group down to Owlsmoor. Instead of finishing the course (a pre-defined track that you follow using your Garmin watch), I deviated just before exiting the forest, and added on five miles following the Forest Five race route.

This made for the hybrid Strava track that you see as the first image of this post. The Leki poles I used checked out brilliantly, and I love running with poles. Running in my Salomon trail running shoes for that long (just the forest component) was possibly the biggest challenge, as the shoes tight fit meant extra foot soreness after 20+ km.

Today I will continue my attempt to exhaust the space of Bracknell by running through it, with a 10km recovery run.

"Darth Vader?" (Day 1)

Running Viral, Day 1

I don't know how long this will take, it might take months, just like the virus.

 Yesterday was the first day of what I'm calling my "Tentative d’epuisement d’un lieu bracknellien" in which I inadvertently drew "Darth Vader?" as a friend referred to it. I hadn't recognised the shape myself until he pointed it out.

The French phrase comes from a Georges Perec book usually translated as An Attempt at Exhausting a Place in Paris and I've simply replaced Paris with Bracknell. But I've also replaced a static sense of place with movement through space in the form of running.

Actually I'm borrowing the concept more from Jeremy Wood's gpsdrawing.com idea in which you try to experience or move through every road and/or walking path in the city. At Warwick University campus Wood actually tried to avoid walking paths, and drew all kinds of shapes in the fields and open spaces of campus.

Perec, Wood, and other artists working with spatial media like GPS and exhaustive spatalities of writing are nicely compiled in O'Rourke's book Walking and Mapping: Artists as Cartographers.

More important than all of the above theoretical/background material is, however, the emotions that accompanied Day 1 of my project of a complete run-mapping of the spaces of Bracknell.  Let's just say it felt like a bit of a manic phase (where the day before had been the depressive).

Generating momentum through this project will be a way of transcending the binaries of up/down emotional swinging that the CoronaVirus is installing in many of us.  Of keeping up with the consistency of getting outside to run, no matter what pace.

It felt really good yesterday to simply go out knowing only that I'd start to 'map' Wildridings.

So I did: I went out. First I ran around the object named "Wildridings", outlining it as best I could. This already entailed a transgression, because I had to run alongside larger roads with no pavement/sidewalk.

The main transgression, though, had to do with simply being out.  The only other people I saw, aside from the occasional brief glimpse of a car-driver, were dog-walkers. I overheard snippets of conversation from small gatherings on the sidewalk, all revolving around the topic of how deserted-feeling the streets were.

Other than modulating my emotions, then, the purpose of this mapping project is to document the 'word on the street' as much and as fleetingly as possible. I'm promoting ephemerality here as a metaphor for how I want this thing to go: quickly and without much fuss.

It's a tall order, and likely a bit unsustainable, but I'm playing the long game here.

Running viral

Running has gone viral in the time of coronavirus. Everyone is talking about how to stay positive and about how running is the perfect antidote to a currently pessimistic global situation. By 'everyone' I mean that echo chamber of positivity to which I've anchored myself in the form of following social media accounts dedicated to running. Mostly these are people, I find, who have already been dealing with different forms of isolation such as having partners who work far away for long periods of time; stay-at-home parents; work-at-home academics; older runners; and a vast array of 'oddly motivated' individuals.

I am just such an oddball, and that is why I started this blog. So, I'm treating the outbreak as an opportunity, as a test of my resolve to never stop loving being outside, preferably at a sub-9 min/mile pace.

Forsberg's Sky Running book finally go me going on documenting a set of running observations throughout the period of 'lockdown' here in Britain.  I want to do at least one running blog entry per day to document how I dealt with the day's challenges:

Day 1
This is actually the combination of the blur of days leading up to last night's (Monday night) club run.  On Sunday I actually felt pretty depressed, despite the fact that I had had a brilliant club run from Bracknell's Lookout, doing a 9 min/mile pace with six or so other 'senior' (40+) runners. These guys are really inspiring and I get the feeling that every single one of them has a lifetime commitment to various arts of running: some a bit more 'ironman'/triathlon-focused; others perhaps a bit more 'ultra'; or just plain committed everyday runners.  Whatever the type, we the group was tight, and we managed a brilliant sunny forest run with some excellent hills (especially downhills!), technical tricky/twisty bits, and a lot of cameraderie.  The most useful of which was a detailed discussion of how to tackle my upcoming (July) Race to the Stones ultra.

Now that was just the backdrop to last night's run around the streets of Bracknell again, mostly men, but here we included a female runner, and one or two slightly younger males. You will often get this in the 'faster' groups (we were doing 8:30min/mile last night), but rarely in the fastest: a mix of male/female runners that offers a different conversational dynamic. Let's just say it's sometimes a bit less ego-y, not to mention that the pace is tends to be more even.  It makes for a really enjoyable experience.

I wouldn't say last night was THE breakthrough, but it was a start. As alluded to above, something made me get up this morning and start the Forsberg book, and that really got me into a positive headspace.

So, the other thing that is happening is not only am I renewing my daily commitments to running during the time of the virus, but I am also renewing my commitment to reading about positive experiences of running.  If you want something that is almost relentlessly negative and pessimistic to offer a counter-challenge to what I am saying here then read Mark Rowlands "Running with the Pack":

Rowland's book is excellent, but it is a downer (I'll not pull my punches), and in that it represents its own kind of challenge: how to be realistic, for example, about the ravages of age.  But by examining my preconceived notions of ageing, installed by mostly older white guys like Rowlands and Noakes, I am also able to overcome them.

Just look at all the over 50s continuing to break their PBs!  I did this just the other day at Wokingham, and plan to do so again very soon!

Another thing I found positive was that in Boris Johnson's speech last night, his revised advice included him urging people to go out and exercise because it is good for your immune system.  From what I've heard (about Spain for example) this is quite a contrast to how other countries are handling this, with even solitary runners being told to go home.

Let's hope it never comes to this here in the UK.  Yes, if I get sick I'll self-isolate.  Otherwise, I'll see you on the streets or in the forest (don't be offended if I run past or just wave!)

EPIC RUNNING 2019

In April 2019 we moved to Bracknell. I immediately started running socially with Bracknell Forest Runners. Keep in mind that I only started running about three years ago, at age 46, when I completed the couch to 5k program with Runnymede Runners (2016).

It was a great summer, including several races and epic runs; and some great reading:

April: Brighton Marathon
I got my marathon time to sub 4 hours after overcoming an injury that lasted into March, but overcame the injury through doing 4 hour (16 mile) walks; and through doing 19 mile run-walks. I had to limit my running to only once or twice a week up until only a few weeks to the race.  However, I had built up fitness to a relatively high level starting with the previous (2018) year's Windsor Half (PB at 1:41) and Cabbage Patch (10 mile PB at 1:14) efforts, as well as a complete set of 4 Surrey League XC races.

Due to how much I enjoyed Brighton, its marathon, and the energy of the race and its supporters, I have signed up for next year's event again, and am shooting for 3:30 or better.

June: Endure24; Forest 5
I completed my third Endure24 event by completing 7 laps of 5 miles with a small (5 person) men's team that I had committed to earlier in the year. This was my last race wearing the Runnymede Runners shirt.

Immediately after having discharged my duties to the RRs (but sad to be leaving the Egham area running) I had a very happy experience in my first official race with Bracknell Forest Runners at the Forest 5 race in Bracknell Forest.  The atmosphere was lovely and supportive and fun, and I beat all my previous times from just a few days before at Endure, getting my PB for 5 mile (34:47). It's a really nice run through the forest at a great time of year and I will make an effort to consistently run this race in future.

July: Race to the Stones
My first ultramarathon (49km) went well for the most part. In my enthusiasm I started off way to quickly and had to walk a bit at the end. With practice this will get better, and a practice 30 miler later in the summer proves it (see below).  With that said, Race to the Stones is a beautiful race along the ridgeway, and my plan is to sign up again for next year, but to do the even longer 100km race all in one go.

August: Cornwall, Englefield 10k
I took a writing/retreat week in Cornwall, my first time in the area, and discovered the beautiful coastal path close to St Ives. Running out into 'Poldark country' was just so inspiring and lovely. I also did more town/road-oriented running and got some hill training at the same time. St Ives is now one of my favourite towns.

Englefield: At the last minute they changed the length of this race to 10.5 km for some reason but otherwise it could very well have been a PB despite extremely challenging conditions, including 30C temperatures and hilly, uneven terrain throughout the course. This is because my last 'official' (timed) 10k race was the Staines 10k in early 2018, some time ago now, at a time when my fitness was increasing drastically.

The second toenail on my left foot turned black after this race, and it remains discoloured but otherwise not painful or uncomfortable.

I treated the Englefield 10k (as well as a 5k handicap with BFRs in August) as a training run for the Windsor Half Marathon.

September: Ottawa (Parliament, Rideau Canal), Niagara, Montreal (Lachine Canal, Mount Royal), Laurentians 30 miler; Edinburgh
The first two weeks of September we were on holiday, and I took the opportunity to rack up close to 100 miles of running in the locales listed above.  This started in Ottawa where I spent mornings running along the Rideau River in search of new routes, hitting the Rideau Canal, Sussex Ave, and Parliament along the way. My longest Ottawa run was 24 km.

Next we were off to Grimsby where I discovered the Bruce Trail and ran along some sections of it. It is much more uneven and challenging terrain than I had imagined, forcing a very slow pace at times. However going up and down the escarpment forced some exceptional hill training into my program. I ended up running parallel to the escarpment a lot, with only strategic forays uphill where sidewalks were available.

Then it was beautiful Montreal and I got in two 10 milers on Lachine and on the mountain. This was some big city running with a lot of hard surface, though the mountain itself has a very forgiving gradient that is both a pleasure to run upwards and pacy to run down. All in all some super lovely running in great weather in Montreal.

I consider the Laurentians run I did (29.6 miles) to be my best run to date. It was a cold start at 7am from Morin Heights and I went up to Lac des Seize Iles before turning around at the 21km mark. I managed negative splits all the way up to the marathon distance and a bit beyond before getting turned around back in town, which added 5km to the distance, and ended up being very 'ultra'. It took me about a week to recover, but I think I'm still on track for WHM.

Last but far from least, I did two epic runs in Edinburgh: a 7 miler taking in Arthur's Seat (this was hill training at its best, reducing to a fast walk up the switchbacks near the top) and Calton Hill; and a run past Parliament to the Royal Mile and around the Castle to New Town, this one a tempo-ish / threshold-y romp in the sun.

Upcoming: Windsor Half Marathon 2019 (29 Sept 2019)

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Summer 2019 running reading

Finn, Rise of the Ultra Runners

This book is the buzz of the summer. It seems that everyone is reading it. You just know, in an unspoken way, that others are soaking it up, considering it, reflecting, and then proceeding with their race plans with a new set of mental tools for dealing with, excelling, and enjoying their race just that much more, knowing how much Finn suffered (well, not 'knowing', but it's a misery loves company kind of thing I think).  It may very well have put more people off the idea of running an ultra than put them on the scent.

Cullen, Running for My Life

I wasn't sure at first, because the early chapters of this book are very focused on a young girl and then young woman's body and eating issues, and I felt I couldn't relate or contribute. But after getting only a little bit in I realised that what the book performs best is brutal honesty with oneself, regardless of what the specific struggle is. Hurdle after hurdle is met and overcome, often after years of brutal struggle and self-delusion. Running is always brought back front and centre as the key ingredient for providing continuity and confidence in overcoming the obstacles to fulfilment and happiness.

Hutchinson, Endure

The author's science background comes strongly through in this book that is about all kinds of acts of physical endurance, achievement, and betterment. The best part for me was the extended discussion of the idea of the Central Governor Theory first put forward by Noakes. A whole bunch of literature is reviewed that updates Noakes classic Lore of Running and for this alone I am very grateful.

MacDougall, Natural Born Heroes

Race to the Stones 2019

At the start line for Day 2 of Race to the Stones

The Race to the Stones course is much more uneven than I had imagined, in just about every possible way. My trail running in Swinley Forest and daily wobble-board exercises took me a long way, but not quite as far as I would have liked, in terms of how much actual running I achieved. By the time I'd reached marathon distance (42.4 km) I was pretty much in full walk mode. In total I probably walked about 10km out of the 50.

You had a mix of grassy trails eroded into multiple levels of path of various widths and heights, hard chalky/clayey mud roads that had dried into multiple ruts, and only one quite small section of actual road, just before the biggest hill on the course. In the forward direction, there was very little even ground, most of the time being spent on an uphill or a downhill (and sometimes the gradient and narrowness of the path could be a bit extreme).

My memories of this race will be: the early start and drive up from Wantage to an almost empty (5 other runners starting off at 5:28 am) venue; the incredible beauty of the landscapes surrounding the course; running for the first 3-4 hours pretty much completely on my own to listen to the birds, smell the earth and vegetation/flowers, and only occasionally hear the footfalls of someone overtaking me. 

The 4 checkpoints I passed in my morning of running (I finished in just under 5hours 30mins) came and went in incredibly rapid succession. I messaged my wife Diane as I approached each one, and barely stopped (I didn't stop at the first, and it was still so early there was no-one there anyway). My total intake from those stops was: 4 bananas, 1 gel, and 2 bottle refills (once orange drink and once water).

After the fourth pit-stop it became a different race for me, not only because I started encountering a lot walkers who had been going all night, but also because I was now also mostly walking myself. My left leg from hip to knee started announcing its pain/presence. I wouldn't go as far as to say injury, but had I really pushed myself it probably would have ended up that way.

I finished uninjured in part because I forced myself to listen to my body (like that Kenyan marathon runner Finn tried to get to run ultras in his Ultra-Runners book). I mentally went over what I'd learned from my running reading, mostly thinking about Finn's The Rise of the Ultra-Runners and Hutchinson's Endure. Finn talks about the 'pain cave', and I had a little pain cave talk with myself, saying "you can go there if and when it hits". Well, this was naive of me. In short, there's no pain cave, only pain, especially towards the end.

At the finish line

I did not find myself bounding down hills after 45km because I'd turned off (I hadn't) what the central governor in my brain was telling me (the theory expounded by both Hutchinson and Finn). In retrospect I'll train a bit differently, and do more long runs on hilly trails. There will be a next time, because I'm signing up for next year, both days. I decided that as I was nudging towards the start line this morning.  

Forest Five

This is my second 'official' run with my new club, the Bracknell Forest Runners (BFR). My first was a 5k handicap a few weeks ago, and that had been the first time I'd ever run a timed 5k.

Both went well. The previous 5k had been a PB by definition because it was a first.

The Forest Five, which I ran last night, was also a PB. This came only two days after my final run last weekend with my old running club at Endure24.



Here I am in my new club running shirt, having just completed the race and the run back home.  Here's how it went:

We all met at The Lookout, which is where I've also started three previous Sunday runs with the BFRs, usually doing the 8:30 or 9 min/mile options with some seasoned BFR trail runners.  Last night was a bit of a different feeling because members of several different clubs were present, this being a proper race.  I'd guess at least a couple of hundred people were there to race.

GPS ankle bracelets strapped on, and numbers pinned, we walked out into the forest, along those 'little' hills that characterised the end of the handicap race I mentioned above, hitting the start line at the crest of maybe the third one.

Just a small intimate gathering of runners chatting very socially, this was a really relaxing way to start a race. My previous experience with similar sized races had been my Surrey League XC competitions the previous year, in which (as I explained to another BFR Forest Five racer at the Start Line with me) the mood had been much more aggressive and pushy.

This is a really nice change for me and I anticipated a very chilled out race start, regardless of how things might go later. They set up the GPS tracking strips beneath the start line and within minutes I heard the countdown start. The more competitive runners moved forward and lined up.

We surged en masse along the forest road and after the first mile I started passing people.  This continued for me all the way to the finish line.  I was passed once, right at the very end.  Here's a Strava map of my race:



The tracks we ran along were quite varied, and as it had just rained about an hour previously, there was a nice sloppy feeling underfoot to make just that bit much more fun. I passed people along narrow single-track strips, smacking the broom and the pine with my arms and face just to get a little extra 'scrub' from the forest.  It's like I was communing with it.

It never felt forced, and this felt like my easiest PB ever.  I think having done a near (but much more challenging) PB at Endure must have helped.

We came down a long sandy section, and another long gravelly one, and then we hit the final downhill stride, and I started on a sub-6 mile pace down to the end.  It felt like flying.  I passed that one guy, and then he passed me, and then it was all over.

My medal flashed passed and I grabbed as I rapidly decelerated.  A goodie bag, a banana, and a fun chat about my upcoming Race to the Stones (with an outside racer who is doing the Tower in the same series) ensued.

I started my watch again after a little walk, and ran home to show my wife my new medal.